Part of what people don’t tell you about growing up is that……. IT IS SO MUCH HARDER THAN KEVIN & TERI STOLWORTHY SHOWED ME. I don’t know how my parents were able to hide the stress, big decisions, quarrels, money issues, anxiety, etc. from my sisters and I but BRA-FRIGGIN-VO because I never knew that’s […]
Read More But Mama, graduate school?
After many years of scolding myself at the thought of success, I can say confidently that I am doing well. Whole heartedly believing It is the premiere part. It is like being set free from a cage you have been trapped in unknowingly for the past 17 years. The past few weeks I have woke […]
Read More Embracing your Inner Roommate
I’ve been thinking a lot about bodies lately. And by bodies, I don’t mean I’ve been checking out them boys at the gym and wanting to introduce myself whilst lifting 250 pound weights. I mean my own and how much of a wonder it really, truly is. I haven’t been the best at treating my […]
Read More Bodies.
“Cancer,” the solemn answer so often whispered when asked about a person’s devastating illness or untimely passing. When you say the word cancer, do you kind of whisper it? I do. I wish I could remember the movie in which the characters talk about this- when a word is associated with death […]
Read More He Who Must Not Be Named
****this is something ya girl wrote like almost two months ago but I’ve been thinking about a TON lately. Yesterday was my second to last day working. I was super bummed but I had some way rad spiritual experiences that I’ll explain later. I had to keep reminding myself that even though I loved the […]
Read More You mean, I’m not perfect, Doctor?!
SO. I made a decision. I know this may come as a shock to some, but alas it has happened; mama has changed. I decided to actually make something more of these anxious babblings by having other people (that I admire & love the crap out of) to write their own (important) babblings to share, […]
Read More Decisions, decisions, I actually made one.
Have you ever had the lights in your own life grow dim and you just knew that a trial was headed your way? It’s as if you walked into a room that was fully lit and little by little, the lights in the room begin to dim and then all of a sudden everything goes […]
Read More So many lights.
You know, I can for sure say that 2017 was a rough, hard, shitty, refining year for me. Bless up. I actually felt ALL of my self-hatred. I didn’t understand how deeply rooted that self-hatred was/is. I didn’t numb out and because of that my emotions seemed to drown me when I let them in […]
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