I love you, my dearest, darlingest insecurities.

I LOVE INSECURITIES. Don’t you?!

“Am I going to feel like sh*t forever?” -A Memoir

I remember lying on my bed while my dad painted my bedroom a light violet color my parents had let me pick out in 9th grade. I pushed my fingers into my ears as I kept focusing on each individual thought I was having: “This is me,” “I am who I am” and “I decide […]

My Eating Disorder robbed me but I’ve stolen a few things back.

Every time I would lay my head down to finally fall asleep, my mind would begin zooming with anxious thoughts and negative babbling’s to the point where I would get exhausted and felt like I had already lived through another day. “How am I going to skip eating at the student council activity?? I’ll just […]

My ship is broken & that’s okay.

I feel like life is just one endless journey upon a sea that is sometimes unforgiving & treacherous but at other times it can bring this feeling of complete calmness and a peace that is indescribable. Sometimes I feel that the ship I am sailing on is complete and full, that I trust in the […]

Embracing your Inner Roommate

After many years of scolding myself at the thought of success, I can say confidently that I am doing well. Whole heartedly believing It is the premiere part. It is like being set free from a cage you have been trapped in unknowingly for the past 17 years. The past few weeks I have woke […]

You mean, I’m not perfect, Doctor?!

****this is something ya girl wrote like almost two months ago but I’ve been thinking about a TON lately. Yesterday was my second to last day working. I was super bummed but I had some way rad spiritual experiences that I’ll explain later. I had to keep reminding myself that even though I loved the […]

So many lights.

Have you ever had the lights in your own life grow dim and you just knew that a trial was headed your way? It’s as if you walked into a room that was fully lit and little by little, the lights in the room begin to dim and then all of a sudden everything goes […]